lovedanime: (Cry)
Ryota Mitarai ([personal profile] lovedanime) wrote in [community profile] deadtention 2018-09-23 06:24 am (UTC)

[A lot of feelings are surging through Mitarai, truly complex reasoning implemented into the simulation, and he's barely capable of verbal expression any less simple than the physical expression he's chosen, this desire for human closeness. He didn't reach him with anime, and he should have reached him like a normal person, the way Yoosung tried to do through the board too... And he's doing it right now, breathing in close quarters, offering his hands that just make Mitarai hope for physical reassurance even more.

Mitarai has reached him now but for the worst reason possible, getting executed after murdering someone. He really doesn't want to get into that even just mentally, and he's set on continuing to embrace, but he clearly has to answer this question somehow, and therefore he lifts up his face from the shoulder so they can look at each other reasonably.]


Well...

[It's not so broad he can't answer, but he's not giving many clues to refine the answer to his tastes. Is Yoosung... Surprised that he's even sorry? This seems like a decent enough jumping off point.]

At the trial, everyone thought I hated you and wanted to kill you. Terra talked things out with me... And I... I realized I should have listened to you and worked together with you... Not left us both alone... All along, I was supposed to...

[This is where the sobs have thoroughly overtaken his voice, because reality is starting to catch up with Mitarai. Repeatedly he thought that Kim-kun would never approve of murder. Max and Terra, the mutual friends who impressed this welcoming view of Yoosung into his mind, both soundly struck him at this trial. He may have finally reached Yoosung with his arms, but at a moment's notice his mind could be turned against Mitarai. Maybe it's even inevitable like the reactions to the motives. Still, he has to be honest in the time he has - it's the first person he's ever wanted to hold onto - so he gets his chin up and looks into Yoosung's eyes all the more striking against unpainted skin.]

Be your friend!!!

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