[ After a few moments, Rebecca breathes out again, heavily. Tiredly. ]

...What's done is done, Stuart. [ Staring at the computer screen, the light reflected on her face. ] And really... So many of us, we've that horrible...thing in us.

Most people just don't get the chance to come back from it. To...try and face themselves in the mirror.

[ There's something dragging in her voice. ]

I can't...give you reassurances. As good as you thought me, I know... I know the opportunity I would've thrown all of you away for.

[ Admitting it, it feels...horrible. But it's true. ]

The capability to do...those horrible things... It's inside all of us. ...That's all.